Bobby Brown finally breaks his silence since the death of Whitney Houston. In an exclusive interview with The Today Show’s, Matt Lauer, Brown admits to using drugs but insists that he was not the one who lead his ex-wife down a destructive road of drug abuse.

“I didn’t get high [on narcotics] before I met Whitney. I smoked weed, I drank the beer, but no, I wasn’t the one that got Whitney on drugs at all… drugs were a part of her life “way before” [we] got together. “It’s just … it’s just unexplainable how one could, you know, [say that I] got her addicted to drugs. I’m not the reason she’s gone.”

He also admits that his reality show, ‘Being Bobby Brown’ was what led to the demise of their marriage

“We looked at the bubble and saw ourselves. We was able to see what other people were saying about us, you know? We was able to see that our drug use had affected our relationship, had affected the love that we felt for each other.”